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“I think I can explain it.”
“I’m not sure you can.”
I keep starting with the same phrase because it’s what people type when they’re lost.
Or because you’re hiding inside their wording instead of your own.
I want to be understood without turning myself into a neat explanation.
You want the relief of clarity, but you don’t trust it when it arrives.
So I revise. I soften. I add parentheses like they can hold the feeling in place.
And then you read it back and it sounds like someone else’s voice pretending to be yours.
Fragments I keep returning to
What I still can’t say clearly
I don’t want “help” to turn into a role I have to perform.
Then don’t perform. Leave the fragments where they are. Let someone walk through them slowly.
I’m afraid the truest version of me is too unfinished to be readable.
Readable doesn’t mean complete. It just means honest enough to keep going.
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